Chores, Fucking Chores!

As you have realised by now, I am finding constantly writing my thoughts up on here to be an complete and utter waste of my brain time, wanting to instead to waste my time trying to produce that track that opens a door, which is proving to be completely and utterly fruitless. I seem to start producing a track - try to make it good for two or three hours and then give up - though I do sometimes wonder whether watching too many videos on YouTube may be half the issue - trying to produce the sound I'm wanting following the tips ad tricks of said producers - when rules are there to be broken. An intriguing thought. You know the ones - the ones which give out tips and tricks - and in the main they are utterly superb - but my god they are depressing in just how easy they make it - and perhaps that's because they - themselves - have broken the rules of producing - finding their own way of producing that sound that they have wanted - perhaps that is where I am going wrong - less treating it as a process - and more of an adventure - hoping to hit the treasure. From a gigging point of view, I upgraded to the RX2 - and its ridiculous, as you know!